21.5.05

Procrastination

I should be writing my paper but I am not. I am writing this. And I just painted my toenails. Lets see what else I can do to avoid writing. It would be sweet if I got this paper done by this evening. In theory it could happen however I would have to actually start writing and that doesn't seem likely. I am much calmer than my last entry. I have taken the "fuck it" attitude. I also got at 16 on my fiche de lecture. Yeah, that is like genius levels. Er something. Whatever, I was happy and it balances out my uber shitty mid term grade. Less than a month left of class. I can do this. Just have to keep plodding along. I am really ready to be done. 4 more things. Hopefully only 3 after this weekend. That is doable. I might go to Amsterdam. Hey, why not? I may have found something to do in Paris this summer. It needs further investigation but we'll see if anything comes from that. It would also be nice if Paris weather would be appropriate fore the time of year. Yo! It is late May, where is the warmth? Gracias. Adieu.

17.5.05

YIKES!

Okay. Maria is stressed and it is only going to get worse. I finished my fiche de lecture (6 pages single spaced) yesterday. Now all I have left is a 10,000 character (character, who judges the length of a paper by characters. Weird Frenchmen do, apparently), and expose with a partner for 40 minutes, another 10 minute expose, and a memoir which is between 20-25 pages, it is with a group so I only write 5-6 pages however you have to work extra hard so it isn't an incoherent mess that no one can understand and organizing 3 people is a pain, and then an interview of some Italian guy about the constitution. This is before the 13th of June. It isn't horrible but it is all in French. Then you add on the visitor at the end of the month, finals late June, another visitor. Ack. I love my friends but guests are just adding to my stress. In the end I know it won't be a big deal but I am kinda freaking out about it at the moment. Then after the 23rd and my last final I would like to see my brother but that gets tricky and I would like to go to the south of France but when and where the money is going to come from are an issue. And the apartment search which was looking up is now looking down. Sooooo HOOWAY! I hope I don't get a stress rash. That would suck. But at least in less than a month I am done with all substantial school work. Fuckin' eh that is so. In happy news, I have someone to go to the Thievery Corporation show with at the end of June and maybe someone for the Beck show, too. That is nice and is something to look forward to. I really should go work on my 10,000 character paper. I wonder if spaces count in his mind. Don't care, they count in my mind. Ack! Must calm down. Everything is okay. Maria you are stressing out waaaaaaaaaaaaay in advance. What can I say, I am a planner. Home the middle of July. Fuck. That is two months away. I cannot get over that. Yikes. Home. Maryland. Frederick. Shoot me in the head or get me to Pittsburgh asap. Well I have to get to Pittsburgh asap to find a place to live. Okay. I am going to end this incomprehensible post.

14.5.05


Ilaria, Kristen and me


Ilaria, Clark and me


Clark!

13.5.05

50 things because I don't want to write about Le Pen

Laura did this awhile back and I am all about the procrastination so here we go:

1. I have been in France for 8.5 months now and I have to say that I am getting excited to come home.
2. I was born in Minnesota but moved 3 weeks after I was born.
3. I have big feet. I was told in a French shoe store, "we don't make them that big."
4. I have one older brother who is currently living in Germany.
5. I hate Sciences-Po but enjoy the fact that cool people come to speak there.
6. My fingernails don't grow normally. They are kinda wavy and thusly my fingernail clippings fascinate me.
7. I recently starting running again.
8. My favorite cartoon when I was little was Winnie the Pooh.
9. Winnie the Pooh was on at the same time as Ghostbusters so every Saturday morning there was a big fight between my brother and myself over what show to watch.
10. I really miss Mexican food. A lot.
11. I went to the preschool that fed the elementary school that fed the middle school that fed the high school.
12. I was really glad to leave home to go to college.
13. My mother died when I was 12.
14. Living in Paris is something I have wanted to do since the 10th grade.
15. I still smile every time I see the Eiffel Tower even if it is just the very top.
16. Said smile is slightly bigger if I see it twinkling at night.
17. Graduating in a year scares the crap out of me.
18. I want to go to London for grad school. Woot European studies!
19. I want to speak Spanish well.
20. I highly doubt 19 ever happening.
21. I love my family very much I just cannot live with them.
22. My favorite book is "Last of the Really Great Whangdoodles."
23. I was named after "Westside Story." It was my mom's favorite movie.
24. Everyone sings my name. There is quite the selection of Maria songs to choose from.
25. I enjoy the European Union way more than any American, or European for that matter, should.
26. I don't know what I want to do with my life but I would like it to deal with the EU in some capacity and speaking French from time to time would be cool.
27. Writing in French is the most difficult for me.
28. One time I was on a PAT bus going downtown and a random woman complimented my feet.
28. I have been to Romania and it was really awesome.
29. I prefer to have a few close friends as opposed to a lot of acquaintances.
30. I made the conscious decision to distance myself from MD for a number of reason most of which people from MD won't understand.
31. I would like to go to Russia.
32. I have never been to Canada.
33. I have never seen an Indiana Jones movie. Sorry Laura.
34. I have a bizarre sense of humor that very few people understand.
35. I am a livejournal stalker.
36. I have been trying to read this Balzac book since February but I just can't make myself do it.
37. My roommate is awesome and gives good stalking advice.
38. Chris and I stalked Jarvis Cocker when Chris was visiting.
39. I have a few select cheezy songs that I listen to that make me happy.
40. I am extremely judgmental and tend to dislike a lot of people upon first meeting.
41. It takes a lot for me to change my first negative opinion of someone.
42. I am undecided about having kids.
43. I am anxious/nervous about returning to Pitt after being gone for a whole academic year.
44. I am sad that I haven't been/won't be around to see some of my closest friends graduate.
45. I went to Girl Scout canoe camp when I was in elementary school and it was awesome.
46. I was PAINFULLY shy as a small child.
47. After my mom died I become very extroverted. I later realized this came from my fear that she was going to be forgotten and thus I assumed a lot of her personality traits.
48. I am more comfortable talking to adults about my "issues".
49. Monet was my favorite painter until I went to the Tuner, Whistler, Monet exhibition in Paris and now I think Tuner may be number 1. Need to do some more investigation on that one.
50. I don't want to go to Sciences-Po anymore.

11.5.05

Greatest France Moment Ever

So I was returning home from my run in Buttes Chaumont today and as I was walking down rue d'Atlas this guy passed me on his bike and his beret flew off! That alone is stupendous but it gets better. I, being nice and all, pick up the beret and return it to said gentleman to which he replies, "merci beaucoup, princess." That moment made my day. That and the fact it is gorgeous out and I sat in the sun for a bit after my run.

8.5.05

They stole my moniker!!!

What is all of this about? Crazy Like a Fox I did not consent to having my monkier used in what look to be a very crappy film.

WARNING: passive aggression to follow

Please get the fuck over yourself and realize you are not the center of the universe. Thank you and have a nice day.

4.5.05

Reforendum

May 29th is the French reforendum on the EU Constitutional Treaty. Torben thinks it is going to pass. Judith and I say no. So we bet on it. We bet an apple tart. I love my roommies.