YIKES!

Okay. Maria is stressed and it is only going to get worse. I finished my fiche de lecture (6 pages single spaced) yesterday. Now all I have left is a 10,000 character (character, who judges the length of a paper by characters. Weird Frenchmen do, apparently), and expose with a partner for 40 minutes, another 10 minute expose, and a memoir which is between 20-25 pages, it is with a group so I only write 5-6 pages however you have to work extra hard so it isn't an incoherent mess that no one can understand and organizing 3 people is a pain, and then an interview of some Italian guy about the constitution. This is before the 13th of June. It isn't horrible but it is all in French. Then you add on the visitor at the end of the month, finals late June, another visitor. Ack. I love my friends but guests are just adding to my stress. In the end I know it won't be a big deal but I am kinda freaking out about it at the moment. Then after the 23rd and my last final I would like to see my brother but that gets tricky and I would like to go to the south of France but when and where the money is going to come from are an issue. And the apartment search which was looking up is now looking down. Sooooo HOOWAY! I hope I don't get a stress rash. That would suck. But at least in less than a month I am done with all substantial school work. Fuckin' eh that is so. In happy news, I have someone to go to the Thievery Corporation show with at the end of June and maybe someone for the Beck show, too. That is nice and is something to look forward to. I really should go work on my 10,000 character paper. I wonder if spaces count in his mind. Don't care, they count in my mind. Ack! Must calm down. Everything is okay. Maria you are stressing out waaaaaaaaaaaaay in advance. What can I say, I am a planner. Home the middle of July. Fuck. That is two months away. I cannot get over that. Yikes. Home. Maryland. Frederick. Shoot me in the head or get me to Pittsburgh asap. Well I have to get to Pittsburgh asap to find a place to live. Okay. I am going to end this incomprehensible post.