Stage? Peut-etre

For as much as I hate Sciences-Po I love their intersect website. I think I might be able to find something to do this summer from it. I will start looking at that more frequently and sending out my French CV. I think I could find something worth while this summer. *GASP* I really hope I find something worth while this summer. Basically the only cool thing on my resume is Sciences-Po and that really only carries weight in France. I would really like to have an intersect to boost the ol' resume and grad school apps.

Today was gorgeous. I read in le jardin de Luxembourg today. It was quite nice. I also found the world's cutest shirt. I didn't buy it but I think I might go back and get it. Otherwise I am just putzing around and not writing my fiche. Hooway productivity.

I have also decided to not give a shit anymore. I thought I decided that awhile ago, but didn't. I have a vision and I want to see it to fruition. Paris is wonderful and Pittsburgh is going to be good. It will be interesting how everything develops, if you will, next year. Nicholas wrote to Philippe saying the weirdest thing about going home is that you just fall right back into your old life. Not that my old life was bad I just think it could have been better. I want life to be better in Pittsburgh. I think it will. I will have an awesome roommate, an awesome boyfriend and awesome friends. The main goal is to avoid all the drama. I hope I can do that. I have managed to do it thus far in Paris, with slight exceptions but everyone needs some gossip every now and then.

I don't know why I am thinking about home so much these days. I don't want to be there right now and I still have 3.5 months here. Crap that is not a lot of time. It sucks that I won't see Phil until then but then it is SO expensive to fly here in the summer. It makes sense to save the money and wait until August. Doesn't make it any easier at times. We have made it this far, 8 fucking months, Christ alive.

Okay, this is just a babbling mess. I am going to go "write my fiche."